![]() ![]() Can no one see that I have emotions? The happiness and love was set on fire. They are wrong though, I do break easily. ![]() But who was going to stop any of this? My arms were littered in scars, did anyone stop those? No they let it go thinking I was indestructible. The hate comes to me and whispers in my ear always coming back to me. I don't need to feel used and broken, but some how it always comes back to haunt me. I wanted to keep fighting but what was the point? To get knocked down again and again? To be someone's toy? I didn't need this pain. I've been toyed with too many times I just snapped. People use me and toy with me but when I brake they simply drop me and move on. How did I make people despise me this much? I desperately reached for someone. I felt like I could just disappear knowing not a single person would care. I'm a waste of space that no one could ever love. It wasn't enough, they only pushed me further and further until I finally snapped. I glanced down tears welling up in my eyes, was I really just a worthless freak to everyone? I have tried so hard to get stand tall or stand up for myself. ![]() I was left all alone without anyone to love me or help me. No one cared about what I did, they saw the scars did they do anything? No. No one seemed to understand, people said I was loved. The thin blade settled on my skin it had been there many a time. This is what everyone wanted, well then this is what they were getting. A small smile settled onto my tear stained face. ![]()
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